bby i noe you readinq my bloq , i miss th tymes we had spent wat i mean is wen we were havinq fun w/o fiqhtinq with each other th whole day ? yeah i really miss those tymes ..

kay just now went out with bby , adam and& adan .. went PENINSULA den tot of qoinq to esplanade - plan cancelled so bby suqqested qo play qame .. so my face expression CHANGED cos each week its always th same plan -.- den they plan - plan end up qo marina , walk - walk den they accompany me qo eat at BURGER KING .. bby face started to chanqed so wen i notice that i pack th food to brinq home . otw to mrt station bby didn't talk to me until khatib , den bby asked to buy coke .. qot to noe i bouqht th wronq one -.- asked th cashier can chanqe or not he said cannot -.- lyke FUCK !

qo home call bby den nvr pick up , msq - ed hym , den he told me he slackinq with hys fren under th block -.- slackinq ? cnnt pick - up phone uh ? kay nvm .. call hym umpteen of tyme at last he pick up sayinq that he kind of anqry with me cos he couldn't qet to play qames .. kay im sorry ..

haish , bby i couldn't understand you .. i ONLY ask you to accompany walk - walk and accompany me to eat , that's all .. is it always you qo out with me doinq all this ? NO ! you only CARE about your counter strike thinqy .. bby im askinq you wen is th last tyme we qone out toqether just th two of us ? lyke eatinq ? let me tell you kay ? th last tme is MARCH bby ! durinq my preqnancy you always pampered me with so much love , eventho im preqnant i stil meet you at your house w/o fail .. do i ever complain about it ? yeah its tirinq wen im preqnant but fr th sake of meetinq you , i put aside my tiredness and meet you but whye wen i've aborted it you started to chanqe ? whye bby ? kay i've never blamed you fr forcinq me to abort our bby cos i noe hows bad our situation at that point of tyme .. ohh wait quess i shouldn't talk bout th past cos i noe bby hates it but i have to .. i wan bby to realise hys mistakes .. so bby i apoloqise kay ? im sorry ? (: i do love you but i hate your attitude ..

kay i wanna sleep ..

nytes , (: