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haish .. nak msok 2 month to my precious bby death .

mummy miss you so much bby ;'( im so sorry fr hurtinq you , im really really sorry ..

cos dhart wasn't really mean to do , i love you so much .. so do your daddy .

tapy kyte da tkde choice but to let you qo . im hurt seriously .

its lyke a bullet wen tru my heart and broke my heart into pieces .

actually mummy wan to keep you tapy daddy's family dun let me to cos your daddy can't afford to look after you fr now . at first i tot i could qet a chance to keep you and wait fr ur arrival and hold you in my arms . take qood care of you but ............ haish . i never qet a chance .

if mummy could turn back tyme , i wan to keep you . but unfortunately i can't , dharts makes me feel so wronqed , quilty and sad ;'(

tapy bby come to my dream every nyte kan syq ? aww . i noe you love me so do me and daddy (:

you look exactly lyke your daddy , CUTE ! with a smile on your face , i noe you're safe over there . mummy never fail to wait fr you to come in my dream cos iMISSYOUSOMUCH ;'( date 310310, 3am is th day you left me . IWANYOUBACK BBY ! haaaaaaaaaaish . every nyte i cry cos i'll never frqet how you accompany me all day everywhere i qo . i feel happy havinq you in my stomach . but now im left with nuthinq except fr your daddy who never fail to love me . bby , can you do mummy a favour ? please quide your daddy to a ryte path . i dun wan your daddy to take those thinqs anymore , can you bby ?

only your daddy , qrandpa and qrandma noes about you . but not my mum , im sorry fr not tellinq your qrandma bout it cos thinqs will turn out differently . each tyme i look at your qrandma's face i FELT GUILTY . ;'(

im sorry kay bby ? iLOVEyouSOMUCH so so so much . muaaaaaaaaaaacks ! ]

i've qiven a name fr you , airisya adriana . hope you lyke it kay bby ? (: